| I am my own Shalafi I am my own Master |
| I am my own Shalafi I am my own Master |
Blue, Green, and GreyLaying so still while I sit awake I can't help but stare as my heart quakesBlue, Green, and Grey
Her body lies peaceful and serene God himself could not paint a more perfect scene
I feel her heart beat against my chest She's so beautiful I'm forced to hold my breath
Her skin is wonderfully soft and tan She has a soothing warmth against my hand
Her lids open slowly like the break of day I tell her I love her while I look into her blue, green, and grey
MemoriesI'm lying wrapped up in my bed Siting tight within my headMemories
Just thinking of life and all that's been said To be honest when I dwell, I wish I was dead
To go back is something I dread When it comes to depression, I am more than well fed
When I think back, I've done nothing but fled I must push myself forward, I refuse to be led
Water over BloodBlood is thicker than water...Water over Blood
But you get pissed, scream and yell All harsh words condemning me to Hell
But you punch, kick, and smite Each blow filled with power and might
But you deny and reject and confidence All I'm asking is please give your motherly guidance
...But water doesn't leave stains
EyesI look into those eyes The eyes that capture meEyes
Those eyes, dark and warm They hold me, comfort me
Those eyes that looks into me and knows me They see into my being with understanding, emotions, and caring
I see shelter and peace I hear whispers of want
But with a blink of those eyes A glance at my outer shell
It's all gone, leaving me alone and helpless Leaving me to crave for one more glance, one last time
Back AgainI sat there on my bike, the cars zooming by, only inches from me. I rocked back and forth nervously. It would be so easy, so easy, to just let go of the break and let myself get hit. … So easy… but I don’t. I wait ‘til all the traffic is gone and I continue to ride. I am crying, or close enough to it. I am riding past all these places, places familiar enough to bring up memories, most of them not so good. A tunnel where so many silent screams and tears were formed. A house, where I was someone’s birthday present. A stretch of side walk, where all this inner chaos started. A dock, where I had more self control than eveBack Again
The Loving TruthIt will forever be in my memory, The day you went away. And the phone call I received the very next day, I cried that night so deeply, I just prayed you’d be okay.The Loving Truth
When the letters started coming, My heart filled up with joy, I must have read them a thousand times, When I do I swear I can hear your voice.
You write to me I love you’s and how you miss me so, I count down the days and let everyone know. Only 20 more days till my true love comes home, I treasure every letter, I hold them lovingly to my chest.
I can't wait to see you and w
girl in the boxa box ..girl in the box
made for a smaller woman than I, made for a woman
created on a summer day, while you catered to idle fancies.. someone to fill shoes
even you can't imagine.. to walk as dreams walk, to make you writhe in pleasure as only your fantasies can..
a box .. to hide my truth in.. my wild hair, my two left feet, my questionable laughter , my extra baggage..
a box.. four walls and your mouth, a smile to close the lid, goes down so smoothly, sure to fit me in somehow..
real women don't come in a b
Whatever You WantStrip me, break me, protect me, hurt me, laugh at me, be with me, blame me, catch me, smile me, ease my pain, desert me, use me, make me happy, kick me, run into me, cry me, kiss me, cut me, burn me, hug me, lie me, trust me, shout me,…kill me,…love me,…Whatever You Want
You can do whatever you want…and I’ll still love you
Black eye and loud music
Zeal
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Move on. It's just a chapter in the past. But don't close the book, just turn the page..
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Countries are actually closer than you think...Pilots just fly aeroplanes around longer to make you THINK they're far away
Shlafa in the moonbeam, tittering.
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"when i grow up and get married i'm living alone!"
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-That which does not kill me had better be able to run faster scared than I can mad
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I am my own Shalafi
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I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive
Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer?
Beating like a hammer?
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
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I am my own Shalafi
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I tremble
They're gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They're gonna eat me alive
Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer?
Beating like a hammer?
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
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